怪異的夢．．．

昨天早上起床時有一種怪異的感覺。一時又想不起來，可是它卻蹲在房裡的某個角落，一直搔我癢．．．想要記起來那到底是什麼，可是又不知從何找起。模模糊胡的，這個感覺又忽然消失，直到在偶然的瞬間，我又想起了它！

慢慢地、慢慢地，一個光圈逐漸在腦中明朗！我想起來了！我在清晨時有做一個夢！那時的驚訝、不可思議、夢幻的感覺還存在！剛起床時的不甘願感覺除了來自「想在睡更久」的念頭，還有來自對這夢境的驚喜，以及必須起床以至於打斷這個好夢的可惜！那個夢真是太不可思議了．．．怎麼想都的的確確絕對不可能有機會發生在現實生活上的！絕對不可能！

我竟然夢到Nicole Kidman是我的表姊．．．我的天啊！就算是夢也太扯了．．．也不曉得為什麼她就忽然莫名其妙的出現在某個場景，而那個場景好像就是我家．．．她好像是親戚忽然「發現」、「找到」的女兒．．．接著場景又換到另一個像宴會的地方，所有的親戚都穿晚禮服、燕尾服，Nicole Kidman也在那．．．還是跟現實一樣，Nicole Kidman很有氣質又高雅，有點疏遠和冷艷。媽和我都很訝異，因為從來沒想到她會是我們的親戚．．．應該誰都不會想到吧．．．我還跟媽說「那我們之間有很深很深的血緣關係囉？」，媽還一臉嚴肅的說是，還真像現實世界中的一切切．．．我還很興奮的想說要趕快跟同學報料這一回事，心裡還想「看來我們家真的有外國血統呢！」．．．．．．

在夢裡我和Nicole Kidman講了些話，好像是「這是我第一次來台灣」、「妳不是很忙嗎？怎麼有空？」、「Nice to meet you! I never thought we can be cousins one day!」等等等．．．她還偷偷參觀我房間，還跟我說「妳房間好不可思議喔！」．．．我回說「嗯嗯．．．亂的像豬窩一樣 (至少在不可能發生在現實的夢裡，我說了一個事實)．．．」。她還對路旁的拉麵攤有那麼多人在排隊感到很不可思議，和身旁的經記人交頭接耳，也不知道在說些啥。我那時是感到很羞愧，因為讓這位國際巨星「表姊」看到台灣的街道市容是那麼的無秩序和無原則．．．還想說這是她第一次到台灣結果就看到落後退步的一面．．．這一部分就和現實頗相近了．．．。

反正夢是那麼的不可思議！只要讓自己的創意和想法在腦內奔馳，在接下來的睡夢裡，就有可能遇見不可能發生的事！我和Nicole Kidman竟然能跨越年齡、國際、現實、等等，太多的界線，成為親戚．．．！就算是夢裡也很難再發生第二次！這種情形當然就要寫下來了！太扯了！

Rain Rain Go Away

It's been rained for a week. It rains heavily and comes with thunders, I hate it. It rains and rains and it's so annoying because I have to ride a bike to school everyday... My shoes, my clothes, my socks, my glasses, are all wet every where from head to toe... What Weather Bureau said is all bullshit. They said that the rain might not be that serious and heavy few days ago. But now, the fact can prove that they are fooling us around. They are all bullshit! Stupid idiot sucks ass damn Weather Bureau...That's all I can say.

考完啦！

耶！總算考完了！連續快三個禮拜11:30－1:30才睡......＝＝累暴了...
反正考完了，感覺會比上次進步，數學又都會寫、物理大家都很爛，就只剩下化學令人擔心而已，應該是會及格吧！
反正考完了，心情輕鬆愉快！

－－"Poetry" by Pablo Neruda

And it was at that age...poetry

arrived

in search of me. I don't know, I don't

know where

it came from, from winter or a river.

I don't know how or when,

no, they were not voices, they were not

wrods, not silence,

but from a street it called me,

from the branches of night,

abruptly from the others,

among raging fires

or returning alone,

there it was, without a face,

and it touched me.

I didn't know what to say,

my mouth

had no way

with names,

my eyes were blind.

Something knocked in my soul,

fever or forgotten wings,

and I made my own way,

deciphering

that fire,

and I wrote the first, faint line,

faint, without substance, pure

nonsense,

pure wisdom

of someone who konws nothing;

and suddenly I saw

the heavens

unfastened

and open,

planets,

palpitating plantations,

the darkness perforated,

riddled

with arrow, fire and flowers,

the over powering night, the universe.

And I, tiny being,

drunk with the great starry

void,

likeness, image of

mystery,

felt myself a pure part

of the abyss.

I wheeled with the stars.

My heart broke loose with the wind.

近日狀況

時間：民國玖拾肆年肆月貳拾肆日～民國玖拾肆年伍月壹日(2005/04/24 ～2005/05/01)
天氣：下雨→涼爽→悶→熱→更熱→熱死了....
人物：Karina和她一成不變的生活
地點：亞洲，中華民國台灣，台中
狀況：很無聊，不知道要寫什麼，而且就要考試了...

P.S. 不過最近瘦了２、3kg，是令人高興的事...