詠嘆調 - 法式千層蛋糕
星巴克的法式千層蛋糕超好吃 - 一層金黃色的法式薄餅皮、一層濃郁的香草卡式達醬，層層疊疊，叉
隔天一早，人們發現我倒在星巴克的角落座位上，手裡緊握著手機。臉上帶著幸福的笑容但已經沒有知覺。
原來是太累所以昏睡了。
fight against over-weight!
The figure showed on the scale two weeks ago totally scared my shit out. I wore a lot. That was true. And the scale was brand new and absolutely scientific. (It wasn't the 'happy scale' we had at the other home. Why 'happy?' Cause it automatically lessened everyone 2 kilos.) That was true, too. The honesty it showed almost made me pee in pants.
And that was the transition! The holy moment of realization and recognition that
HOLY MOLLY! I AM A FATASS!So I started to do some random exercise while I was watching TV. I guess people wouldn't call it exercise after all. It was more like convulsions. Kicking legs, shaking ass, lifting arms, and etc. Stuff like that.
So I slightly felt I was actually slimmer. And then the semester started. I left home and went back to this flat.
That was what I'm talking about - THE SITUATION. THE SITUATION for me to put myself together and fight against the almost-obesity!
I jogged. The result was totally tiring. My legs were so sore that I felt only agony when I bent them. It was the first jogging I did for the past... wait... December, January, and here is Feb... 3 months! Of course I could only feel pain!
Plus, walking around at the campus does help. And, there is NO DECENT FOOD in campus cafeterias and cafes. For me the only delicacy comes from HOME! (Well perhaps other decent restaurants.)
And I am SO busy with these proposals. I'm freaking out.
So, so far, I've lost 2 kilos. And IF I keep this, I'll probably lose 10 kilos by June!
HOLY MOLLY THAT IS MY GOAL!
miss berkeley's everything! :(
I can smell its freedom but I am not there. How I wish I could go to college there! :(
Grad school would be fine, but it would be more stressful. Different!
Tegan and Sara - I Know I Know I Know w/lyrics
From hundreds of miles you cry like a baby
You plead with me, shout, scream, tell me I'm staying
I know I know I know, I'm still your love
Back from the last place that I wanted to fake you
Laugh with me, shout, scream now tell me you're staying
I know I know I know, you're still my love
The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you
Box after box and you're still by my side
The weather is changing and breaking my stride
I know I know I know, it's just this day
House after house, just like car after car
You see club after club and it all seems so far
I know I know I know what else are we here for
The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you
Stick your hands inside of my pockets
Keep them warm while I'm still here
Tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all
Last night I was writing about you
I know my screaming and shouting won't keep you
I know I know I know, you're still my love
I wake up to the sound of you working
You're one room right over, stressing and loving me
I know I know I know, be still my love
The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you
Stick your hands inside of my pockets
Keep them warm while I'm still here
Tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all
Stick your heart inside of my chest
Keep it warm here while we rest
Tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all
The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you
Crystal Castles Vs. Health - Crimewave
Eyes lit
I pawn short breaths
A fawn's dark eye lids
But life's breath like a sun against my head
Eyes lit
I pawn short breaths
A fawn's dark eye lids
But life's breath like a sun to repent
Eyes lit
I want short breaths
I've got dark eye lids
Nice breasts
I need the sun in to repent
Civil Twilight - Letters From The Sky {HQ} + Download Link
One of these days the sky's gonna break and everything will escape and I'll know
One of these days the mountains are gonna fall into the sea and they'll know
That you and I were made for this
I was made to taste your kiss
We were made to never fall away
Never fall away
One of these days letters are gonna fall from the sky telling us all to go free
But until that day I'll find a way to let everybody know that you're coming back, you're coming back for me
'Cause even though you left me here I have nothing left to fear
These are only walls that hold me here
Hold me here, hold me here
The only walls to hold me here
One day soon I'll hold you like the sun holds the moon
And we will hear those planes overhead and we won't have to be scared
We won't have to be scared, we won't have to be scared
You're coming back for me
You're coming back for me
You're coming back to me
Parov Stelar - Promises (feat. Klaus Hainy)
When we two parted
In silence and tears
Half broken-hearted
To sever for years
The dew of the morning
Sank chill on my brow
It felt like the warning
Of what I feel now.
Promises broken
And life is your fame
I hear your name spoken
And share in its shame.
Tell me now what I am
What i do without you mam
Is it true could it be
that desperation sleeps beside me
剖心 2 - Why can't we just be free?
所以看完 Into the Wild 之後，我在想，難道人們不能永遠的自由嗎？Free from dreams. Free from desire. Free from obsession. Free from poverty. Free from tyranny. Free from oppression. Free from thoughts.
如果我們都能拋開一切，無拘無束、什麼都不在乎，這樣不好嗎？你做你想做的事、我做我想做的事，而不是我們要做的事。每個人是自己的個體，不必在乎他人；每個人追求自己的事。
我覺得這一切都是因為我們想要的太多。我最近一直在想，我以前規劃的生活真的是我想要的嗎？若每天都自自在在、沒什麼壓力的過日子，不是很好嗎？快樂就好，管他的什麼社團幹部、什麼活動、什麼書卷。胸無大志？無所謂吧。可以說是因為看透了，所以擁有自由？那種拋開一切拘束的自由？不在乎未來、不在乎課業、不在乎以後？
這種想法很可怕。我才20出頭。我也不知道我為什麼會有這種想法。
但我真的覺得我動力耗盡，一切都停擺了。我找不到那種大一、大二的衝勁，甚至是大三的那種「不得不」也沒了。真的是不之所以然。有點惶恐。我是否正邁向毀滅之路？
要真的看透才能不在乎。
每天自自在在的過日子，就像現在放假一樣，很好不是嗎？想看小說就看、睡覺就睡，偶爾幫忙但是也要看心情。胸無大志嗎？
唉，真的覺得滿煩的。為何人生總是要為這種瑣碎煩惱呢？
每天看著我家的狗兒們，就覺得他們滿幸福的。每天就是曬太陽睡覺吃飯睡覺，只要陪在人的身邊就是他們最大的快樂。小小的幸福是他們演化後的本能。
而我們的小小幸福又是什麼呢？
Warpaint - Baby
Don't you call anybody else baby,
'Cause I'm your baby still
You took a long time to make it
But I've never changed my mind
I've never tried to fake it
Never drew the line
Don't you call anybody else baby,
'Cause I'm your baby still
You took a long time to make it
But I've never changed my mind
You speak your fears
Thinking in circles
And checking word nears
Don't see
You live your life like a page
From the book of my fantasy
I write of you
You speak your fears
Thinking in circles
And checking word nears
Don't see
You live your life like a page
From the book of my fantasy
You speak your fears
Thinking in circles
And checking word nears
Don't see
You live your life like a page
From the book of my fantasy
You speak your fears
Thinking in circles
And checking word nears
Don't see
You live your life like a page
From the book of my fantasy
Don't you call anybody else baby
http://www.warpaintwarpaint.com/
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